I heard you unaware.
Your words spoke a thousand thoughts.
You just told me what you had to say.
I knew, it was only based on what I have shown you by heart.
But honestly, your words moved me...
Disturbed me... surprised me...
I admit, I hide things for some reasons privately.
I hide and I want it to be that way.
To be misjudged by anybody is what I'm afraid and worried of.
You are supposed to be in exemption since we shared a lot of things for so long.
But you are too good.
You are too right.
I trust you, yes I do.
But I can't help it, shameful still.
I'm scared...
Of the ghost I made.
Last night at work...
Those words of yours haunted me
While I was at the midst of my busy daily routine assignments.
Then when the clock ticked at 3:50 am...break time.
I grabbed a nap for 35 minutes.
I dreamed...
"There I stood at a crowded street as I caught one's own breath.
I was scared, Oh no! somebody was running after me.
Minutes after, someone from behind easily wrapped her arms around me
And said, Hey!, It's all right...I'm just here...
I turned and looked at her, she smiled in mock and together we laughed.
Whew! It was my best friend who run all along after me then...:)"
When I woke up, It was then I remembered and realized
The last few words of yours justified by that dream.
That whatever happens, what and who really am.
You are just there...
You were just there behind me all through this time.
This also made me realized that whatever secrets I may have.
Whatever or however I keep.
I can't hold it.
You caught me...
Then I wondered...
Why is that so as always?
I'ts just simply because YOU KNOW ME...of course.
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Wow!, It's been so long...It feels good to write you again for your birthday. Heheh, same as before this is only I can afford for now as present on your special day...my words...
This is my way of thanks giving for being with me, for bearing with me for the past 17 years of friendship.
Although we are not that physically close just like before, we are still friends...Best of Friends by heart...
I know you're not comfortable with compliments...Just bear with this, anyways this is for your birthday...
I'm just happy...I'm just glad for the friendship we have had. Many times I thought I lost you, of all the ups and downs we had within that 17 years...I'm so glad that the TRUST we have for each other still there...and of course we both care.
In time, we will talk...I promise...
In advance...
Happy Birthday!...:)
